I miss my boys. tbh all this while i was pretending they are back but the truth is.... i still think they are not the same anymore. the barrier between onew and other members make it worse :( yea they interact with each other on camera but off camera? basically the members ignore him. and he doesnt try anymore.
all this happened in 2011 and onews absence in first quarter in 2012 doesnt help at all. idk im just sad.
today in hit fm interview they said jongtae share a room while onew ming and key get their own rooms. i miss those days when they share a room. 5 of them. but then again ppl grow up and they got better house. so... hmmm
tbh, i really want to leave the shinee world. but this is my first fandom i dont have the heart to leave the boys, but lately they disappoint me a lot. no they sing dance well etc but they let me down.....not sure in what terms probably in their relationships..... i'm srsly hoping that their relationship will get better.
no dont say that they have good relationships when onew barely talk with the members. He smiles a lot during their activities but barely talk to anyone :(
i wanted to keep this short smh actually the reason im typing this is because i want to....leave temporarily. i cant leave the boys smh too attached. i will be back. this not gonna take long i still love boys lol. decided to sign out my shinee related twitter. but lol still following onew and jjong on my other twitter... but yea i will definitely back during their concert in korea.
till then good bye shinee world dont forget to vote for the boys on mnet! losing terribly now lol
